About Meanderings

“Meanderings” is my own ideal of a space where I am allowed to meander, not aimlessly, but rather seamlessly, between the mundane and the exotic, or one corner of my world and another. I join up all the pieces of the fragmented self in the way we live our lives into an integrated whole. Here, I don’t have to leave a part of me “at home” when I get on a plane to Burundi or Bangladesh and call it work. There is no compartmentalizing between the metaphysical, the natural world, my sense of social justice, and the methodological issues that dog me on the job. In meanderings, I concede that every experience and thought I have belongs to the personal.

As someone who has spent a lifetime traversing different cultures, borders, and geographies, here I am able to build the bridges where there were no connections before, all on the plane of my own life journey. But the most formidable boundaries are erected by the mind and those are the world we carve out of our roles, identities, and presumptions. In this space, I am without a role. I am who I am, inviting the heart into conversation with the mind or the body or the soul, sustaining one another like old friends. And I do not need to show up with answers; on the contrary, meanderings ushers me into the play of life with a question and where it leads me, I am only certain to find another question. All of it is just fine.

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At Home

Jubilee

I turned 50 under a Dhaka sun and played hostage to a city din that hurled rickshaw bells, a cawing of Bangla jingles, and early morning drills in intervals at my 4th floor haven. These reminders of place reined me in to my retreat away from the bulging mass of life at my door. But … Continue reading »

Our Planet

The First Rain

The First Rain   Majestic, gray clouds wheel past dark peaks. Wind rushes in. The flutter of banana leaves grows tremulous. Droplets of rain pelt down on age-old canopies. Cues to a drama about to unfold.   Like wind-up clocks, ox-drawn carts, schoolboys on bikes, and barefoot peasants hauling in the harvest criss-cross the horizon … Continue reading »

Quiet Space

In the Clouds

Captive, I am no one netted by the clouds Floating wispy and lucent in boundless space Wafting through the trees Slumberous soundless vapor aloft in endless heights Ghosts in an aimless drift agelessly metamorphosing Free, I will sleep tonight in a bed of clouds. Continue reading »

Quiet Space

The Pearlish Moon

A strange and surreptitious moon steals a kiss of my brow with its thin brush of light in the still of a timeless night. I awake to a crystal ball beaming radiant white, creeping towards the center of my sight from out of the veil that clasps the fathomless universe. A lone watery pearl hangs … Continue reading »

Quiet Space

Rain on the Mountain

Atop my cold mountain, Mother Nature turned sky to sea and tipped it earthwards With a mischievous eye, She winks at me, calls me as a witness to her untamed fantasy. Oceanic waves cascade over window and roof, boulder and wood, valleys and knolls, reverberating its drumbeat breath through day and night into every infinitesimal … Continue reading »

At Work

Aim High Aim Big Go Slow

I am like most people – I like to see my tax money used effectively. I like having an impact on other people’s lives, whether it is in my own community or somewhere else in the world. I care about what happens in Afghanistan or the Ukraine. But I am also a development practitioner and … Continue reading »

On the Road

The Birds Over Kosovo

They storm the sky announcing the sunset and sharpen their wings on the sky’s blushing hues. They beckon me out onto the balcony of another Pristina dawn. Possessed by their haunting caws, into the twilight I am all at once drawn. Black as tar, countless as the stars, these odd birds rearrange the sky – … Continue reading »

Enchantments of the River
Our Planet

Enchantments of the River

You need to sail naked Through what is left of the forest To discover what the earth was in the beginning And then penetrate, deeply moved, Through the spaces of light the river offers, Where the forest and the water balance, Wisely governed by the birds. For it is only here where the earth Is … Continue reading »

Our Planet

Lake Taureau, Quebec in Summer

The lake languished at twilight, churning out soft ripples that licked the shore. The waters darkened, beckoning my senses to what lurked beneath the surface and in the still of the evening, the plunk of a solitary pike resounded, as if no other creature were alive, except us, to bear witness to its play. We … Continue reading »